when the eyes & the mind dont really function...

I'm sleepy but my eyes can't afford to shut & it seems like my heart don't allow my mind to relax!

too be short!

im am so in "missing someone" mood!

>.<
hug & kisses from ; niesha

nite nite my bumblebee <3

rungutan atau sekadar luahan?

aku nak kurus tapi senaman itu amat mebebankan

aku nak luruskan rambut tapi kawan aku kata rambut aku dah okay

aku nak betulkan kesalahan aku tapi orang tetap hukum aku

aku minta maaf berjuta kali tapi perkara lalu tetap jadi keutamaan

aku cuba jadi terbaik tapi orang tetap pandang yang buruk

aku kuat berdendam tapi aku cepat kasihankan orang

aku cepat terasa hati tapi kadang2 orang buat tak tau je.

aku dah cuba jaga hati orang tapi orang tetap anggap aku jahat

aku dah cakap benar tapi orang masih anggap aku berbohong

aku dah bgtahu yg betul tapi orang masih anggap aku reka cerita

aku bercerita untuk tenangkan hati orang tapi orang anggap aku lari dari kenyataan

aku mengaku salah tapi orang tetap ungkit kisah lalu

aku penat hidup macam ni tapi orang tetap tak jemu mencemuh

aku janji untuk berubah tapi orang tetap buat tak peduli

aku cuba menjaga hati tapi orang tak pernah kisah apa aku rasa

aku cuba faham tapi orang tetap ingat hanya mereka yang ada perasaan

aku menyesal tapi orang tak pernah bagi peluang

aku berlembut tapi orang tetap berkasar

aku jaga percakapan aku tapi orang suka buat aku hilang sabar

aku dah tinggalkan yang buruk tapi orang masih tak percaya

aku nak orang bahagia tapi orang selalu musnahkan kebahagiaan aku

aku cuba sokong tapi orang anggap aku hanya goyang kaki

aku perlukan semangat tapi orang selalu hancurkan impian aku

aku cuba mengalah tapi orang tetap anggap aku degil

aku betul2 sedih tapi orang tetap anggap aku hanya berlakon


aku sekadar meluahkan TAPI orang tetap ingat aku merungut & tak pernah puas dengan apa yang aku ada
:(

new obsession!

There's two currently! my captain kirk && my old white beetle! hahah.

**mengundang baii muka dia!~ haha

**u want it? NO! its mine ;D biarla kau nak ckp aku old skool ke hape. sebok pesal? :P lawaa dow!

wondergirl!

They are totally superb! extremely terbaekk ah dorg dance! suka kowt tgk diorg. pretty && gorgeous babes on the floor! I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU! (click it)




gempak en??

p/s: how i wish i can dance like that :D

a day with the bestie

first of all, aku nak jerit kat SARA sebab dia tak ikut! gedikk siot kau. naak jumpe aku je, dan dan jgk kau bz kan pempuan. isk isk :(

well, that day ktorang gi karoke kat quality hotel, shah alam! best owh. sume lagu kitorang bantai! haha. tapi yg paling jiwang, azrin! bengong la kau. almost 3 jam gak ah duduk dalam tu! mic ada 2 je tp 3 org berebut =P sumpah cam monyet! HAHAHA. but u guys. sumpah aku happy ngan korang =)

** naseb baik video azrin layan jiwang ade kat ayang, kalau tak sumpah ku malu azrin! HAHAHAHA

azrin potong rambut! tak best tapi boley la consider cute en! ayang makin tembam && perghh pimples tak hengat punye ah! kesian doww dia.. takpe yang. aku sayang kau gak (-_^)

malam, kitorang gi makan, lepak2 jap. sumpahh seronok ;D

blurb ;

i was super duper EXTRA exhausted this week. its holiday for college but arghh.. too much to handle! owh yea American Degree Program Student from Segi Damansara, which is me & my friends are constructing a new club! 'HOUSE of FAYYETE' (click here to our blog)

Its Hilmi's idea nak buat club ni ;D so kitorang just support and looks like things are working out! =) we gonna have our PLEDGING DAY on 25th of May at SEGi college Kota Damansara (of course).



we had our first ice breaking meeting! attend by the VIPs which is US! ahahaha.




** owh yea, fandi bought us kuih! tq buddy! while tgh ber-meeting mulut mengunyah jea ;P

&& this is the organization aka the committee members of HOUSE of FAYYETE!! (click here to our facebook!)

We had the 2nd meeting && this time theres so many things we have discussed! Organization;


the Constitution, the Student benefits, Purpose of the club, Campaign, Time weekly meeting, Complaint forms for students and Finalized our TEE SHIRT!



yea myT (click here: myT myspace) is the place where we gonna print our tee! heheh.

more to come peeps!

bizarre love triangle

Every time i think of you

I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue

It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find

Living a life that I can't leave behind

There's no sense in telling me

The wisdom of a fool won't set you free

But that's the way that it goes

And it's what nobody knows

While every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling

I get down on my knees and pray

I'm waiting for that final moment

You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good

I'm feeling like I never should

Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say

Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday

I'm not sure what this could mean

I don't think you're what you seem

I do admit to myself

That if I hurt someone else

Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

Every time I see you falling

I get down on my knees and pray

I'm waiting for that final moment

You'll say the words that I can't say

p/s= i love u so much. seriously.

she is now a grown up baby girl =)

iris sofea!!! yeah... dia da besar okayh. for this entry theres nutin much im gonna write. just a bunch of pictures of this little tiny grown up baby girl!

iris da pandai ajuk cakap orang, da pandai nak gi jalan.. pandai nangis kalau mama dia da siap2 pegi kat pintu nak keluar tapi tak bawak dia. hehehe. comel je budak ni. sumpahh dia tembam!

mr anuar & credits to mr fandi =)

happy gilaa kowt! hahaha. to whom yang tau, yess im a huge fan of anuar zain! haha. biar lah. sebok pesal? =p

well to make it short, this entry is a credit to FANDI!! ;D

on the 8th of may, fandi tgh lepak2 kat old town jln yap kuan seng tu kan.. suddenly dia call. he said my 'husband' was there! ape lagi.. aku paksa dia gi amek anuar nye autograph! keh88 =P

at first dia tanak amek, then aku bg dia satu sms..
'takpela kalau tanak amek, but next time jgn la kejut i !'

(haha, mengundang tak ayatt aku??)
and sememangnye fandi syg aku, so dia pwn dgn tak malunye g amek..

thnx fandi ;DD i owe u buddy!!

comel je kan?? hehehe. & then couple of days after that i got to talk to mr anuar on the phone! seronokk siot =) hehehe. ciow!

pheew...

shit weyh! internet breakdown! hmmph ;(

rasa macam lama gilaa tak update! ahaha=P

well, im back. i noe u misss me! dont you? (~_^)

Thanx love

whoot! whooT! aku dapat card ;D hehe. reza bagii!! happy sgt. sebab dia buat sendiri. hehehe. suka suka! =)

tapi yang taak best, patutnya dia bg masa neww year. skrg da 4 bulan terperuk, baru nak bg! ( yea i tau kenapa) tapi takpe. aku nakk happy jugak! hehe. comel sgt.

siap lukis2 gamba pokok, kartun tgh baring2, ade 'i love u' besar2! heh. suka sgt!

panjang gilaa kowt ayat dia dalam card nie. tapi aku tulis yg last eh. sbb aku ske part tu =)

reza: u takk tau mcm mane i syg u! , i love u sayang ;D

melayangg dow aku =P heh.

reza reza, i syg u gakk. <33

nanti bgla byk2 card lagi eh. dialu alukan =) HAHAH

Pembetulan ;P

Reza suruh aku betulkan ejaan name kucing dia!! ish... itu pwn nak kesah. kucing je kowt =P haha. ye ok. naak tuka la ni....
(sedey btol. kucing lagi penting! T_T )

haa. semalam aku eja nama kucing beruk 2 ekor tu 'cici' ngan 'bobo'.

tuan dia marah, so hari ni dengan segala hormatnye aku nak tukar..

ejaan betul : CHEE CHEE && BOU BOU!

eleh..name taak glamour lgsg! hahaha =P

nnt aku upload gamba kucing ni okayh. tak comel pwn.. keh88.

CHEE CHE tu badan tompok2,gemuk cam badak.kuat makan.

BOU BOU plak.. hitam nak mampus. nampak bijik mata je. hahaha. kalau menyorok kat almari kaler hitam sure taak nmpk ;D

mesti reza mengamuk aku kutuk 'teman tidur' dia! keh888

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p/s= akan ku upload video si CHEE CHEE tgh jilat bulu si BOU BOU. haha. lesbian doww!

dah2. aku nak g mandi =) bye korang.

TIDUR ITU NIKMAT

aku mengantuk sgt... tapi aku takleh tido. mata aku taknak tutup2! siot btol ah! apesal ah? bengang plak aku. satu rumah sure da bedengkur, aku sorg je macam orang tak betul. hmph! bukan macam dah.. memang gilaa pwn!!

korang tgk eh, pukul 10 pm td aku da siap2 gosok gigi, cuci muka, wangi2 nak tido, da baring atas katil, selimut tutup muka, try tutup mata.. apa yg aku dpt? tekebil kebil mcm org bengong.

aku bangun, amek notes chemistry. nak final la katekan. so dlm hati igt nak buat baik la kan.. belajar awal2, tapi?? hampeh. satu haram pwn tak masuk otak aku nih!

pastu, aku pegey toilet, belek2 muka. hmm... pastu aku duduk dlm toilet lagi..basuh kaki, cuci tgn pakai sabun byk2, pakai nite cream..(aku tempek byk2 owh kat muka)! hahaha. semua ni sbb aku takleh tido n aku tataw nak buat ape.

pastu lagi da nak kul 11, aku try2 baju dlm almari.. sume baju lah aku try.. apa yg aku dpt? besepah alamri aku! aku bukan ape..kesian bibik aku. mesti dia kutuk2 aku dlm hati bila dia kemas nnt. kan tambah dosa dia? kesian kan.. mengundang aku nih =P

aku baring plak.. dengar lagu.. layan jiwang jap. hmmp. tak masuk gak.. aku try tutup mata.. tapi!! dengan hampanya tak blh jgk. woih, gile kentang siot mata aku! nak kene ni. tgk la. aku tak tido seminggu baru tau! masa tu sure meleleh suruh aku tido! HAHAHA. shit. aku da merepek siot.

ending.. eh belum end lagi. pastu aku belek2 fon. hehe. dapat idea. aku call reza! =) kesiann dia aku kacau. dia tgh buat keje lagi mlm2 buta ni (at least dia tak tido ade sbb munasabahkan?) tapi macam tak jln gak. sbb?

1) sbb dia mcm lagi berminat layan amek video si cici ngan bobo (kucing dia) menjilat bulu msg2!
2) sbb dia mcm byk keje je. tak patut plak aku kacau kan?
3) sbb aku rasa mmg dia tanak layan aku pwn! hahaha =P

haa. akhirnye, menatap blog la jwb nya ;D

bye korang.. aku nak tulis panjang2 lagii tapi.. aku malass. so korang terpaksa la stop baca blog aku yg sememangnye best nih ;P haha

ade rasa nak sepak aku taak?

mmuah. nite loves

soalan pandai =)

1) kenape kite kene blaja?

2) kenape cikgu2 dlm dunia ni tak amek test skali time student tgh exam?

3) kenape exam paper dorg tak bg bwk balik rumah?

4) kenape time exam kene buat sorg??

soalan aku ni bodoh sgt tak? tapi...
hmm.. soalan aku, suka hati akula nak tanye ape. kan kan? heheh.

ade sape2 blh tolong jawab tak? bukan susah pwn soalan ni!! ;D

BERSAKSIKAN LANGIT HITAM =)

whoot! gile sengal ah!!final da dekat. tapi ikut prinsip kami wakil2 pelajar.. pelan pelann kayuh sudaa =P hehehe. statistic cam cibaii ah. tension aku. lect pwn satu notes statistic, one chapter smpai 90 slide! cane aku nak study nih??

aihhh.. ok.ok. drop la cite study2 nih. aritu kan, aku ngan adik2 aku dengan happynya mandi kat OPEN SHOWER bilik anis. mandi nmpk langit beb ;D hahaha. gila sengal doww kitorg.da la maghrib. sambil2 mandi tu....ape lagi. amek gamba la keje kiotorg kan. hehehe.

kitorg berlima mmg sengal. kiorg suke gaduh. tapi ske gurau2 gak =) heee. dahla. bye!

olden days.

hello love ;D

aku tgh lepak sorg2 kat OLDEN DAYS! haha. yeah. name kopitiam ni olden days.. buat assgmnt chemistry. after da sipa kejap lagi maybe aku nak call 2 or 3 book publisher.

im writing a book. on my way actually.. ;P tapi tgk dulu la jadi ke tak. cerita da ade tapi mood tgh down baii! malass nak tulis. hmmm.. amek bachelor of science (finance & marketing) tapi aku mcm agak tak minat. im taking it for my dad sake! tapi takpe. at least i got to learn many things kan.

thought of writing an english & malay novel. romantic thriller genre. ok tak ah?

hmmm...people who love to write will know, how fun it is to be in our own fantasy world. you know, where the plot of the story, the ending, the criteria of the hero/ heroin are all depends on our own =) but its not easy to create a good story at one time. it needs patients & passion! wish me luck u guys =)

segi cheer- memories ;)

BARBARIANS! yeah thats our cheer team's name ;D well, ejoy...